sit down and observe
your thoughts from a distance the more I observed thoughts the more obvious it is
to me that I am not in control of any of my thoughts
A thought arises spontaneously from emptiness has a life of its own and
there returns to the same source and dies. Thoughts are completely thoughtless
one cannot think or will another thought into existence and if the "thinker", "ego"
or the "self" that you identify as being you is just another thought out of
infinite number of thoughts with no one behind it then is it all too obvious
that the thoughts come and go on their own merits through cosmic cause and
effects
sit down and observe your thoughts from a distance
can you predict the next thought? No, even the thought I am in control of this
thought as yet another thought emerging out of nowhere. It is the ego mind that
claims ownership after it had been materialized and even that thought
is itself just another thought that isn't in your control. This will be very
clear to you in the empirical sense if you still your minds enough to catch a
thought the precise moment it bubbles into awareness and follow it all the way
through until it goes back to the void
the movement of a thought is no different from the blowing of the wind
the striking of lightning or the barking of dogs and claiming ownership over
thoughts is as absurd as claiming control over natural phenomenas
everything is under God's will and all phenomena are occurring inside its
infinite dream but at the same time you are God so everything comes full circle
and the duality between free will determinism and inside-outside collapse
all this won't make much sense to you until you become infinity and then
eat yourself for breakfast
Siri what are thots? to answer your question I will play your Instagram
stories from the last one with you going to Canada and visiting your
ex-girlfriend and this new girl who doesn't really know
you living like 15 minutes away just putting yourself in a situation where...
but that's the only reason I'm upset. Really you're not sad about him?
according to my calculations you have not reached your total protein intake
you have 58 grams remaining what are you craving?
this boy is lost in thots
thoughts come and go on their own merits would you like me to navigate you
Still a little bit of your ghost, your witness
a little bit of your face, I haven't kissed
Step a little closer each day, but I can't say what's going on
Stones, taught me to fly
Thoughts, told me to lie
Thots, taught me how to die
so it's not hard to fall
When you float like a Canon Ball
you marry me
this part needs to be one frame shorter like you have to make it like a dance