He's broken me.
Don't say that.
I hate to hear that.
Don't say that.
So I've broken you.
Well, you know what.
Cause I love you more than anything.
That's why.
Those other thinks in my life didn't break me.
They told me I'm gonna die.
Didn't break me.
This breaks me.
Thinking you'll die before me, and I'm dying early.
That breaks me.
Right, and Olivia you were so worried about
his mental health that at one point you did have him
committed for involuntary hold for 72 hours
for evaluation, right?
Can I tell a story?
My mom wanted me to go to this place called Coleman.
She wanted me to get admitted.
I went there.
The lady said that I didn't need to be pink slipped.
I did not need to be admitted,
and if y'all don't know what pink slipped is
that means that they hold you against your will for 72 hours
if they feel like you're gonna harm yourself
or somebody else.
They didn't feel that I need a pink slip.
She didn't want that.
Because he didn't tell them anything.
I told her everything.
I even told her that, I was like, "I ain't gonna lie.
"Some dude just shot at me.
"I want to beat the (bleep) out of him."
I think what you gotta realize is how your behavior
affects your family members, how your behavior
at times makes others feel.
Do you mean to scare them?
Huh?
Y'all literally not gettin' the picture.
Y'all listening to her.
Y'all not listening to me, man.
No, I'm not trying to make you get defensive.
Y'all not listening to me, man.
Derek, Derek, listen to me, babe.
I'm trying to tell you literally
because I didn't do what she wanted to do.
Listen.
Okay.
But Derek.
All right, but I'm not trying to make you get defensive.
I'm telling you that the one time--
Derek, deep breaths.
I want you just to realize behavior.
You know what I mean.
We've gotta figure out what triggers it.
That's all.
How you making others feel in your family.
Not to make you out to the bad guy.
No.
Okay, just stay calm.
We right here with you.
Yeah.
Okay, it happens.
Yeah.
But how you can stop doing bad behavior,
we want to try to help you stop that
so that then, man, if you want to go do your music,
if you want to go to school, be an engineer,
that you can start making better choices.
That's the goal today.
Can you allow us to do that?
Yeah.
I'm about to lose my damn voice begging you to.
All right?
This has been a tough day for us all.
Olivia?
Ma'am.
Tell us how you're feeling.
Not very good.
Why?
Well.
He's angry at me.
My other son, I'm sure is going to be upset with me.
My family hates me right now
because of everything.
Because of me.
Not cause of her.
It's just all.
It's just kind of a mess.
You just feel like kind of a mess
Everything's just a mess.
Are you upset with your mom?
No.
He is.
He's always upset with me.
Would you guys allow me to try
to help facilitate a conversation for you guys?
Give it a whirl.
All right.
I'm going to come over here, okay?
Don't be scared.
I don't have my pad and pencil.
(laughing)
All right.
Why don't you face your mom for me?
So Derek, I want you to start first.
Will you tell your mom what it is that you need from her?
I had three parents growing up:
my probation officer, my mother, and a sperm donor.
And old dude, all he did was beat the (bleep) out of me.
And then when he would, you didn't do nothing.
You just sat there, and you let it happen.
What's that gonna do?
Make anger build up.
What's that happen?
Resentment.
It's not like I resent you, mom.
I love you very much.
Don't ever get that twisted.
And what happened at that house,
don't think that I don't feel any way shape or form bad
about that.
I feel terrible about it.
I literally honestly had nothing to do
with that whole damn thing,
and your house got shot up,
not my house, your house.
And it feels like you trying to make me out
to be like this bad guy out here when I'm really,
I'm more or less misunderstood if anything.
I use drugs because of what I went through in my childhood.
That's why I like codeine.
That's why I smoke weed everyday.
You were my mom.
You took care of me,
but you never helped me get the skills I need in life.
358,000 different people have streamed my music,
and that's low.
That's lit.
I just started making music five months ago.
That's a decent amount of numbers.
So that's why I do that.