Seriously?
That's crazy.
[inaudible] Because I kind of wondered.
I'm like-- Really?
Learning from Betsy has been very, very beneficial.
But I would say I think that Betsy might, well,
developing feelings for me.
I mean, it's very easy to be flattered
and to fall into the flirting.
Because we do-- we absolutely flirt with one another.
And yeah, I am human, and Betsy's a great person.
But I do feel bad because of the fact that I am under here
under false pretenses and the things
I've told her are not accurate.
You know, as time goes by and we're getting closer,
I'm more and more worried that something's
going to happen where I'm going to have to do
something that might hurt her.
So I've been spending a lot of time with Betsy.
We Talk about tons of stuff, lots of stuff--
really stuff that you talk about when you're developing
a relationship with somebody.
I will say I care about Betsy immensely.
I mean, you can just tell she's a good person.
You'll talk to people, whether it's here
in jail or just in life, that you just don't
get a good feeling about them.
And you get a great feeling when you talk to Betsy.
You know, take away the Etowah County Jail, and the inmate,
and jail commander, and a relationship at that level
where you're sharing those types of things,
things will probably progress.
[music playing]
Nobody's watching.
Nobody's watching!
[singing] You're paranoid, paranoid,
that everybody's coming to get you.
Sorry.
[inaudible]
I did not think things would get to this point.
I wasn't ready for it.
I pushed her away, and immediately I
could tell I hurt her feelings.
I was all sorts of distraught.
Coming into this, I was completely resigned to the fact
that I was going to use my sexuality to maybe get close
to people, and to maintain my cover, to be believable,
to get intel.
But I will not cross any physical lines--
that's going too far.
However, I just hurt somebody that I don't want to hurt.
And then there was also, I was like, ugh.
What if her suspicions were come back?
That maybe I am 60 days in, and she will start telling people
again, and all the work I'd done to get
people to believe my cover story would be for naught.