- So here's the thing,
I started thinking how
I haven't heard anything at all from her.
I told my mom and she's all like,
"oh, maybe you killed her".
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- My name's Kylee Kapegein.
I'm 16 years old.
- I'm Skye.
I'm 16 years old, and I'm going into 12th grade.
- If I had a kid at 16 years old right now,
I could not even imagine it,
it would completely turn my life upside down.
- I think most of the days I just get really lazy,
so I might maybe get a little tired with a baby around.
- I took health over like the summer for freshman year,
that was the only time that we've ever done like sex ed,
or like talked about like sexual health.
- I've done online school since kindergarten.
So I haven't had any sex ed.
- A lot of the ways I get my information
about like pregnancies.
I'll talk to my mom about it sometimes,
but I read a lot of like Teen Vogue articles,
or just like Cosmopolitan.
Just like on my phone.
- I guess when I have questions,
it's not like I can't ask my parents.
They'll definitely talk to me
and they'll listen to what I have to say.
- I do wanna have kids one day.
27,
28, I think would be a good age.
Whatever happens is gonna happen.
- I think the perfect age for me to have a kid
is between maybe 25 and 30.
- All right, let's bring on the baby.
Do I open it?
(crying)
- Oh it started.
Okay.
(crying)
Oh she's heavy.
Okay.
Aww.
Wait this, it kinda feels like a real baby sort of.
(crying)
- I think it's hungry.
- [Producer] How do you feel?
Do you feel confident?
- I don't know anymore.
But we'll see.
Should I change its diaper too?
So that I don't have to change it like
when it starts crying?
- He's already making noises.
Uh oh.
(crying)
- Okay, where's the blanket?
She's getting louder.
(crying)
- There's nothing else I can do.
And it's just crying.
So the past 24 hours,
- It's been pretty interesting.
(crying)
- The baby's been crying
So right when I got the baby, even here at the studio,
it started crying.
(crying)
We got back to the car,
and then it started crying in the parking lot
before we even left.
I think I fed it.
And I changed it.
And I rocked it, so then it finally stopped.
- The very beginning of it was really fun.
It was kinda weird at first, like to say,
"Oh it's my baby".
We have to think of her name.
And then we got to my friends house.
We just kept talking about like
what I'm gonna do with a baby.
- [Friend] What happens if you fail?
- Like if you drop it?
- [Friend] Can you kill it?
- I don't, I don't know.
- We started to drive home,
and probably within maybe 5 to 10 minutes
it started crying again.
And I was like, I can't really do anything,
because if this was a real baby
I couldn't grab it and rock it in the car and hold it,
because that's not safe.
After that, we stopped at the grocery store
and people were like looking at me all weird,
and they were like, "is this a doll?"
He's being good though.
Not crying, but people just you know,
think it's weird that teenage girl has a baby doll.
Even if they didn't think it was a doll,
and like they just thought I was a teen mom,
like I still got like weird like looks,
and weird vibes from people,
just like you know like you made a mistake
and like that's not cool,
and like I kind of like feel bad for like actual teen moms,
they feel kind of like shamed for it,
which is like it's not their fault,
and it's like they shouldn't have to feel shame about it.
- My mom and I drove to a restaurant to get dinner.
That's when the baby was really loud.
(crying)
- Was trying to make, or like help out with dinner,
that was the time that it was mainly like not happy at all.
Just woke up from a nap, not happy.
- I didn't know what was wrong,
I just kept trying to change her diaper.
She cried for a while even after I changed her.
- I changed it, not stop.
Feed it, not stop.
Like wrap it in a blanket if it was cold, would not stop.
So I just tried to hold it, rock it, cradle it.
Baby just woke up.
Not happy.
- Maybe I fell asleep around 11:30.
Woke up around 1:15 ish.
The baby was already really loud, like shrieking.
I had to keep rocking it.
I tried feeding it, tried changing the diaper.
I was able to just keep her at my chest and lie down.
So I just assumed I should just sleep like this.
I know you shouldn't do that with a real baby.
I fell asleep for maybe about 10 minutes,
woke up at 2 a.m.
to the baby giggling for a few seconds.
That was the last time I heard anything from her.
- I spent the night actually at my friends house.
He slept all through the night.
He's still sleeping.
And so the next morning,
we woke up, and then we went to breakfast,
and I brought it along.
- I wasn't really concerned when I woke up at around 9.
I just thought because I was always holding her,
she wasn't concerned or anything.
I put her down on the couch to get ready,
and my mom was like, "Oh, she hasn't, she's not crying".
Like yeah no, she's not.
So I was always just like vlogging saying,
"Oh it's such a peaceful day".
The baby's still quiet, which is great.
- And then my friends and I, we went to the beach,
and we took it to the beach.
We brought everything, we brought the diapers, the bottles.
Yeah people are already questioning, like, my baby.
- When I got home I thought, I think my 24 hours were up.
So I'm like okay, I did it.
But then it just kept like staying with me
like the idea of her being like did I just kill her?
- [Producer] Here is your report for your baby.
- Yay.
- Oh.
- Quiet times, Thursday 2 a.m.
for 5 hours.
And then there's, it says "neglect shutdown" ?
Did she go to heaven?
- 42%
So,
I'm not ready,
to have a baby.
Pretty good with the head support.
I was kind of scared because it,
like it would fall
and like I would have to support it all the time.
- Oh, I did really bad with the head support.
I did negative 18%
- I mean maybe I didn't do that good on head support.
I got a negative 36% on that so.
- And negative 3% for wrong position.
Oh no.
- It says I have bad temperatures.
So on day one it was out of,
it was in a bad temperature range for 6.4 hours.
That's not good.
(laughter)
- Oh no.
Yeah it was hot.
It was really hot.
Oops.
- Yeah I mean definitely going into it
I was a lot more confident,
and I thought maybe I'd at least get like a 70%.
- I kinda think I shouldn't have a baby,
for a long time maybe.
- Definitely harder than I thought it was gonna be.
Definitely thought it was gonna be easier.
I'm not ready, and I don't know when I'll be.
But this has shocked me, because I thought I'd be okay.
But I guess not.
(laughter)
- I'm just sorry I killed it.
I wanna formally thank my mom and all the moms out there.
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