rise and shine wild ones it's bernadette i'm here with your pick a card tarot reading for
thursday march what the heck is the date you know i just looked at it before i fired up the camera
and i still can't remember it okay it's march the 25th and i'm back
okay so um it's kind of funny this card came out for you guys today because
because it came out a couple of months ago but it came out upright this time it came out inverted
and um the joke was the joke was one of the takeaways from today is to store fat in your tail
who is it the tasmanian devil has come inverted for you all and that is the
yes it is the five of wands um and if you're wondering why i'm a little scattered today
it's because i've had two hours worth of sleep two count them two
and uh i just died two two hours but it's cool because when i get very little sleep i go into
this weird theta state in the zone and my psychic stuff gets crazy over the top psychic so i i kind
of was a little flummoxed that this card came out for you all because its meanings i was like well
if we're on a theme for the week which everything has been so far right the theme has been
um you know listen be your glorious hot mess self and uh be perfectly imperfect right and
so when you think about the the five of wands and you know let's just for a second take a look at
the traditional tarot card meanings of the five of wands so you know if you look at the image if it's
upright you know you've got all these these folks standing around huffing and puffing and fighting
each other but they're not really fighting i mean honestly it's like getting into a water gun or a
paintball fight although paintball can hurt like a you-know-what if you get hit with it too hard but
you know it's not really something to be taken seriously and then the guy with the butterflies on
his tunic you know come on who comes to a fight with butterflies on your tunic for god's sake
so um you know they're they're doing a lot of huffing and puffing and fighting but it's
not really fighting now here's the thing at least when the card is upright it kind of
sorta kinda sorta looks like they're they're huffing and puffing and getting into a fight
and even if they're not really at least they're confronting something
well when you turn the um tasmanian devil when you first of all you never want to try to turn a real
tasmanian devil upside down because they'll let your fingers off but you know when you turn the
five of wands upside down well that gets a little more serious and being perfectly imperfect uh
can include being being afraid to face something head-on and that's really what when five of wands
is inverted in traditional you know tarot card meanings for the right or weight tarot
um it it means that's your your there's something that's going on with you a relationship something
about yourself something about where you live your job whatever it is that really needs you
to pay attention to it and you are not and that can be for a variety of reasons which will all
boil down to you know i'm always i don't know why i'm always amazed at the wisdom of spirit but i am
probably because i'm nine or i'm like a goldfish in a bowl by the time i go around the goldfish
bowl once i've forgotten what i saw where uh or it could be my age and you know in my fading um
memory but the thing is is that it this may be that this may end up being the most perfect
card for the week i mean i don't know what cards are going to come out the rest of the week but
when we're afraid of of confronting something or facing something head-on or dealing with something
just you know not tucking it away tucking it away took it away you know some people who don't go to
the doctor and they're like they're afraid of what the doctor is going to say and then they
let something go on too long and guess what then they show up to the doctor and because something
was untreated yes now they've got something going on or you don't think you don't talk
about things in a relationship and all of a sudden you know you're you're the person
that keeps everything in and all of a sudden you know your partner says to you good morning
they could say it good morning and you're like and you just let go all over them or you cry
or you whatever and they're like what what i say what i do and then you just vomit out everything
everything that's been wrong for the past year and they're like ah i uh uh you get where i'm going
with this okay so when we look at being perfectly imperfect and i i um you know i sit in quiet for a
minute before i do some reading some readings i'm like oh i get it i jump right in there
and some readings i'm like and i really sit and meditate on for a while well this one took me
a minute or two to kind of reason into what was going on and i just kept hearing the word shame
shame shame shame shame shame and what i realized was well not me what the animal guide sent me was
when we don't face something when we don't confront something and i know people you know
especially people in the woo business you know the granola crunchy business that we're in
they don't like to use the word confront because it's too confrontative
so whatever you want to say whatever you want to call it confront if you want to call it facing
things if you want to call it you know being authentic i whatever give it a label if you need
to but the bottom line is there is something in your life right now that is going to go
badly for you let me just let me just put the cards on the table it's going to go badly if you
don't take care of it and maybe that's just what it is maybe you've just got a take a a
list of stuff you got to take care of and i i i would bet a lot i would i would bet a lot that
um well i wouldn't bet my cats but i meant a lot that or my dog or my candy or my pizza
or my mexican cokes but everything else i would bet on um that you're not addressing it
because there's some shame attached to it you know you're doing the scientific you know if that that
if that then this so if this happens then this will happen if this doesn't happen then this
will happen or won't happen and with this kind of thing it's not science you there's no scientific
way you can reason it out so you might as well stop doing the science thing you might as well do
the human thing which is elevate your emotional iq and um by by by getting rid of whatever shame it
is that you are fearing will happen even if you don't feel it as shame because in in the world
i'm not a medical professional of any kind ever any at all right but i have a fair amount
of friends that are head doctors and these are the kinds of things we talk about i'm
always really interested in human performance like especially what we can do with our minds
and um so we talk about all these kinds of things and they tell me by and large the ones that i've
had the conversation with that it's really not fear that stops us it's the fear of shame and
shame is like the worst thing that people are afraid of but that's the core of it shame is the
core fear is the like shame is the causation fear is the reaction that kind of thing so
that really fits in with the perfection thing whatever this is you're afraid to face whatever
this is you're afraid to talk out whatever this is you're afraid to take care of um
i i will tell you that this and this seems strange but but hear me out on this because this is really
kooky tasmanian devil really is the animal to help you with that but you guys know um how i talk
about turning the card around turn the card around and yes i'm gonna sing it every time i say it
uh you really are being called to do that and here is why this is gonna see i don't know how
it's gonna seem to you but with two hours sleep it's hilarious to me and that is that when when
tasmanian devils are confronted they yawn and man they look like they're snarling at you they're you
know you know because you know how people can look when they yawn you've seen cats young with
their big fangs and people have pictures of them online and they look like they're about to jump
on you and eat your face off right well it's actually a it's actually a yawn that tasmanian
devils do and so when i started to put those two together and i was shown that in my psychic mind
i thought oh my gosh that's the that's the perfect antidote for shame is to just sit and think
yeah i'm gonna go ahead and take care of it ain't nothing but a thing literally
if you will just adopt that attitude it's like
nothing can't be overcome which is a double negative i know but you get what i'm saying now
if it's going to be life-altering okay let's say you're going to you want to leave a relationship
let's say you want a relationship let's say you want to exit a job or you want a job or you know
things that are like kind of big on that stress scale you know there's a stress scale if you've
been through this this this this and this you're more at risk for this this this and this okay um
i get that but remember that that that is dramatic doesn't have to be traumatic that's your choice
and i really believe that i really believe that the five of wands showing up inverted for you all
today just because you know when i read for y'all and i pull a card it's uh you know i'm a triple
scorpio like i'm all about how do things feel that's why i love taking classes where they make
you sit blindfolded or they make you sit on the like where you can't see the subject you can't see
the person that you're reading for so that you can't hear them you can't see them you know
you can't even smell them so you know zero about this person and you you i've done it where you
draw cards and you you know you use the cards as a launching point to launch off your senses
or you just use your psychic senses or your mediumship senses and you don't even know till
the end of the reading like you just have to keep talking and on the other side of the wall um the
the sitter is taking notes about what you said accurately or what read true for them and why
and then you come together after the test um and i i've done this in some of my more advanced psychic
classes it really freaks beginners out so i don't do that but i'm in my more advanced classes i do
that where i'll have one person sit in a room and the rest of the class sit over there and all we'll
do is give them um well i'll call them subject a b c and d i don't even give them their names and it
it because there is no such thing as time or space right that's an illusion that we have
it's very easily done like your accuracy can be just as real can i just say this
never mind i'm not going to say it i i had somebody call for a reading and um and they
explained to my assistant that uh any real psychic that is not seeing people in person
but only doing virtual calls is buying into the pandemic and they don't want to deal with anybody
that blah blah blah blah blah blah blah i've been seeing people virtually for three years i haven't
had an office well before i got sick in 2019 i've given up my office because i have so much
business all over the world why am i going to pay for an office when most of my business is online
she jumped to a conclusion but anyway um and the reason i bring that up was because it was a
tremendous reminder of uh of assumptions and one of those one of those she assumed that's why i
wasn't seeing people which in fact is not why i'm not seeing people in person it's because it's my
business model and has been for three years but here's the point of that the assumptions thing
goes back into how accurate you are with your spidey senses and how this dovetails back into
shame and not wanting to confront something or face something or deal with something
is is your in that dovetails into the if this then that their assumptions you have no
credible data to work with other than what your opinion is opinions are not facts
period end of story and even things that we think are facts today someone will disprove tomorrow so
there's a fluidity that if you're an open-minded researcher notice i didn't say person not judging
you i'm not i'm not saying a person is only this way if they're only this way
because that's my opinion and i don't have an opinion on that but but the fact of the matter
is if you are a good researcher a researcher then you will have an open mind about a lot because
that's what research is all about that's how we have great finds about everything
that's how we found cures to this and ancient civilizations and lost this and we invent this
and invent that you know when the aliens don't come down and feed us all these information
or at least just somebody like tesla you know where i'm going with that too right okay so um
i two hours of sleep i know i'm gonna i'm gonna get email about that yay i can't wait for your
emails about aliens it's the best but here's where i'm going with that um please don't assume that
when you face something it's going to happen this way the outcome is going to be like that
because when you assume that you go into that situation with that intention set and when
you set an intention and all that emotion is behind it the universe is going to go
okay ready and they're going to hand you exactly what they want the universe is
going to hand you exactly what you asked for because the universe doesn't judge either
the universe is not your mama the universe is not going to sit and go that's probably going to be
really bad for you so i won't give you what you asked for i'll give you what i want you to have
no it doesn't happen that way that's what your friends do that's what your mama does that's
what your daddy does that's what your partner does your dog does right don't do that okay
so this is a big circular thing but it is a big circular thing because there can be a lot
of moving parts to getting where you want to go which is part of the reading today
of facing what you're not facing let's say you let your taxes go for years
okay i understand the universe understands everybody understands goodness knows the irs
understands get them done even if you have backup to pay and you've got to do it 25 dollars a month
until it's paid off just do it because that that stone that monkey on your back
it will color everything you say everything you think everything you do you might think
you can compartmentalize and block out things like that that are weighing on you
there's a thing called the subconscious that's why it's called the subconscious because it's under
it's under but that doesn't mean that it's not always talking to your consciousness right okay so
again i i really am being told that you can you can align with the energy
of the tasmanian devil when it's upright so you want to turn the card around and do that whole
yawn thing oh today i think i'll take care of the black mold that's been growing in my bathroom for
whatever and i bring that up because i've got a oh i had it why there were still friends but um
she knew black mold was growing in her bathroom and she kept not wanting to spend the money
on it to get it fixed and guess what it got out of her bathroom and got into her kitchen
and guess what she ended up on a respirator in the hospital because she'd been breeding that
black mold and has asthma i was like what are you anyway that's the kind of thing i'm talking about
something that is this big that because you're not handling it is going to grow this big and then if
you don't handle it this big it's going to grow this big when all you got to do is go okay taz
today's the day because how that's going to happen in your head is there's going to be no shame
you're instead going to focus on the fact that you're strong enough you're brave enough you're
courageous enough you're adulting and you're going to handle it and whatever the fallout is
okay it's just going to have to be what it's going to be because what you think the fallout might
be as horrible as you think it might be you don't have any credible data to say it will be like this
now in in fairness it could turn out worse than what you imagine it's surely good
uh okay only you can decide is it worth having it weight you down more and more and more or is
it worth just going you know what the chips have to fall where they may i can't take it anymore i
can't take the lie i can't take them as truth i can't take the hiding i'm tired of being afraid
of the shame i'm tired you're just tired and you don't want to do it anymore and that is why
you've just got to show up and be the glorious hot mess that you are because it will never
matter what anybody else thinks what will matter is how you feel about yourself for standing up
and facing the thing that's been scaring you the thing that you are afraid to be ashamed of
when the only one that can decide if you're ashamed is you so that kind of
sounded like a berndiction today but you know i don't argue with tasmanian devils either
if you're new to my channel welcome welcome welcome to hello
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you might have seen the tasmanian devil reading way early in january but the card was upright
where i casually mentioned the fact about them is that they
they sleep in the body the dead bodies of their enemies like in star wars when they're out in the
snow storm and whatever those creatures are that they're on and they slid them down the middle and
they you know they crawl up in the carcass to survive overnight in that horrible snowstorm
tasmanian devils do that and not only when it's cold so you know you take a cue take a cue from
defending a devil work gently very gently with their energy but know that you know if they get
fussy with you like if you're in a meditation or you're having a dream about them or they get
fussy they're just yawning they're not really probably going to come after you but don't put
your fingers anywhere near them so goodness knows i hope that was helpful kooky maybe
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porridge some are too light some are too dark but they're cool they've got like the animal
on the front they're 5x7 and then they've got an invocation and a prayer on the back um i'm very
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