(gentle music)
- What are you hesitant
- to ask me?
- Um
- Pum pum pum
- Um
- I think I'm the most hesitant to tell you,
I guess anything related to, like having a baby.
- I wanted to know why the move,
but I think you kind of answered that.
- Mm hmm
- So it's kind of I think anything we clear
I wanted to know well why?
- Okay.
- Because I think a lot of times
when people say they want to move
and the other person that they want to stay,
the other person I'm still moving.
They got to go, well is it 'cause of what I did
because you're tied of me.
So are you tired of me?
- I think I've been
disappointed and um
kind of just bummed out at
like my relation to your family
and how that's kind of been hard.
- mhmm
- It was a time where I felt like I had to,
you had to choose between me and your mom.
And that was like a rough time for me.
And a lot of people that know us don't know,
I'm like now having a relationship
with your mother after seven years of being together
and she didn't come to our wedding,
that was really rough for me.
- mmm
- And I don't think I let you know,
as much as it really hurt me.
- Personally, for me, I didn't feel like emotionally,
like intimate with you.
Yeah.
But I'm sure that's like multiple factors on my end too.
- mmm
- I think I think on the back of my head recently,
I've been thinking that there
may be someone better for you.
- mmm
- Yeah.
We're very different.
- mhmm
- Like we don't have
like much similarities.
Yeah.
- Hmm I had no idea.
- We've changed as people over time, you know?
And um
I'm worried about
I mean I'm worried to lose you
- Aww don't cry please don't cry
you know I hate when you cry right.
I do.
- I don't wanna, I don't want to lose the relationship.
You know?
Because, I love you.
- I think you still struggle to articulate yourself
sometimes.
- Yeah, I think that's more of a like overarching
- mmm
- thing for me in general but I feel like
that's gotten
a lot easier for me.
- Yeah
- Um so
yeah. I can't think of anything now.
I think over the course of our relationship,
it's been really hard for me to express
how I feel about you,
because
it
just makes me uncomfortable
to express how I feel in general.
(laughs)
- We're like a perfect match, honestly.
Like what, like perfect for each other.
We're like meant to be.
Yeah. (giggles)
- mmm
- I have no doubt about it,
yeah.
- That makes me sad.
I think it makes me sad that you think
that it's even possible that I would be tired of you.
I think because our relationship
is so um
it's such a big part of my life.
- mmm
- I feel like you
um and
are like
my whole life.
Like I feel like you guys, I love you all so much.
And I couldn't, I couldn't imagine getting tired of you
- I think you came into my life under a lot of pretext that
wasn't yours, you know, - Right.
- in terms of my family projecting a lot of ideas onto you
because of my ex. - Yeah.
- But yeah, I think you've been really patient
and supportive of that process too.