hey guys
okay so i'm watching h3 podcast but we have a bark box which is a
subscription box for my doggo so welcome to the first vlog like hi we're elevating this
channel we are rebranding this channel hey i'm a mukbang channel and i've gained 125 pounds
i thought my phone just vibrated someone told me not to leave it in my breastical area
because like breast cancer that's terrifying i have been loving filming and just talking and
showing you guys i can't open this box i'm trying so hard i'm just showing you guys my my lame life
if you will no my life is not lame i am very grateful for everything in my life i am grateful
that i am able to stand and walk and breathe and talk you know people coming at me with your life
is so boring why do you vlog it because i can you know every single vlogger that i watch their vlogs
are just like mine pool party animals so it's pool party animals oh my god pool boy pouches margarita
shut up oh my god this is one of those floaties and it came with uh gobble jerky nibbles chicken
stick recipe salmon recipe swimmy jerky bars then another chicken uh chicken stick recipe
so this is me rebranding into a just vlog channel still gonna have the hauls challenges we're gonna
do tags routines we're gonna just do it all the way ins the what i ate today is go shopping with
me let's go on date night like it's all just gonna be compacted in vlogs that's what i want you guys
prefer my vlogs over any other video that i post i will say move bongs will forever be tops here
on my channel that is what gets me the most views but it's not what makes me the happiest mook bongs
make me more money but mentally that's not when i feel the best i just feel mentally heavy when i'm
just posting mubang so but we will have eat with me segments in vlogs you know cook with me like
everything will just be vlogs um i do have some things we need to discuss things about my health
just like updates on certain things because the last video you guys saw for me was a week ago
yeah because i am like ahead on my filming which i prefer and i'm making a lot of content so it
makes it to where i have like tons of videos to schedule for you guys um and it also makes
it to where i'm able to have you know like the week break that i just took um my girlfriend
actually took vacation from her job the last week so i said you know i'm gonna do the same
you know i'm not gonna film or anything which i didn't it kind of gives me time to like have
mental break because having to talk about myself all day long
is hard like when i had a normal job in the past i have filled out at least 30 applications in my
lifetime and like i never get call backs a lot of places really want people with experience which is
really understandable but it's like how do you get experience if you can't gain experience
get it because i was going to another job where i had to focus on anything but myself but like being
a youtuber which i'm not complaining because i know other youtubers are open about it which i
love that our job is literally to talk about ourselves and when we're going through like
mad bad mental health why i cannot turn on a camera and just talk about myself sure i
could talk about stuff that's going on in the world and all that but it's like just hearing
myself have to like communicate i i it's just hard i'm about to go have me a coffee so let's do it
that was my girlfriend's i'm about to make coffee i'm going to pour it in here first so i can
measure like how much i actually truly want so i can see what i'm doing i'm using my starbucks cups
some ice and then i'm going to pour the coffee
i didn't want to pour the coffee first because boiling that's how my brain works
i'm gonna be adding this um caramel premier protein shake
pill to the yeah it's like in replace of creamer or whatever
that literally fit perfectly look at that yes baby yeah
so i'm gonna add stevia trivia what stevia who knows what this is called but
it's uh fake sugar so i'm just gonna add a little bit and then i'm gonna add a little bit of vanilla
this is zero calories it's just uh starbucks vanilla oh my god that came out so fast oh sis
that's bomb i'm not gonna add the fake sugar to my girlfriend's though because i think that'll be too
sweet for her i will be adding some of the vanilla from the starbs she's gonna use my pink starbs
we got the creamer slash protein shake and then i'm gonna add some vanilla
there we go two protein coffees made at home super simple love that for us good morning hello hello
but i am super ahead on video and i know some of you call it behind but i call it
ahead because i'm doing more work crazy that this is working right it doesn't feel like it
i don't know but favorite time of the day getting my coldest water bottle filled with ice and water
these things are a life changer like just watch them fall just with ease okay
oh clear i've become a professional i'm the one who puts the completed ice
in the container and my girlfriend fills these up is i also have to get a new memory card for
this freaking camera because it keeps messing up i'll be like filming and then it'll say
memory card locked completely delete the footage that i just filmed and then i have to redo it
i've tried fad diets powders pills still my weight's been up and down like a yo-yo
until the aids plant taught me how to take off weight and help keep it off aids may taste like
a candy but aids contains one of the most effective appetite suppressants you can buy
and there's no stimulant in aids that could make you nervous with aids i ate less so the weight
came off to help keep it off when i sometimes want things loaded with calories aids helps put
me in control let the aids plan teach you how to take off weight and help keep it off try peanut
butter eggs okay the lighting is making me look unwell or like i'm going through a interrogation
so i already started filming this but my memory card is messing up so it deleted the whole clip
so we have a grocery haul first things first is diet coke caffeine free let me turn this light
off and see what it looks like i don't even know my apartment i don't i don't like the lighting
i mean for like a normal person but not for a vlogger bad lady i meant to only get one thing
of mexican shredded cheese i put this one in the car i meant to take it out because i meant to get
this one but then when i put this one in the cart i forgot to take this one out i love to snack on
cheese snacks so my favorite is the colby jack it's real fresh strawberries dipped in this
white and dark chocolate situation type deal 10 out of 10 you keep those in the freezer
um it's nice and cold it definitely hits the sweet spot in the chocolate spot so next bag got some
pyrex containers got two glass ones this is just for like meal prepping and we needed like a little
bit of a bigger one and i prefer glass over plastic plastic creeps me out the smell of it
how it starts to look how it makes the food taste and i wash my dishes perfectly i'm
very like anal about that so it definitely has nothing to do with that it's just like
creeps me out and i'm overly sensitive to like plastic containers next thing is some claritin
just allergy medicine we got some onions and some zucchini because lately we've been doing
zucchini and onion just like together on the stove dunkin coffee maple and brown sugar oatmeal this
is turkey pepperoni and i meant to order um like pizza sauce and some mozzarella cheese
so i wanted to make my own like little pizzas this is the only ingredient i have for it now
um i love that for myself they're like mini corn in the pots and it's only 50 calories
for one and i know my girlfriend likes from the top and we both really love these it's
the creamy coconut outshine bars these are some apples i'm gonna go put all this away and then
i'm gonna go on amazon like literally right now and i'm gonna order another memory card because
we can't keep having footage delete okay so right now we're like doing meal prepping moment um so a
serving of this cooked because we did it raw and then we did a cook but a serving of chicken cooks
is 2.8 uh 120 calories and then we make tons of rice but a serving cooked is a cup
and then we have veggies cooking so i'll add that at the end these are just going to be like
bowls that are cooked they're this is 400 calories per each and then once i add the zucchini and
onion which is right here um it'll just be like another 15 calories or 20 calories or so
like this is the first time we're trying like bulk cooking just so we don't like take over take out
and stuff um just the remainder of the rice we're gonna put um in the fridge and stuff meal prepping
so life is easier okay so this is my bowl for now so we just do zucchini and onion which is
delicious low calorie so now i'm just going to add it to little bowls
look how delish okay okay you guys so i'm actually thinking about starting this book finally a little
life by hanya i'm not going to say the last name because i don't want to mess it up or butcher it
so thank you to the person who actually reached out to me and told me about that that there's a
lot of trigger warnings for this book which makes me kind of nervous yeah it's called a little life
and from what i've been told maybe it should be called a little sad life
i did get the hardcover which i kind of regret it now because i feel like this book would be
more comfortable read um as paperback it's 720 pages ooh that's a lot i'm actually thinking
about getting a kindle i i lowkey want a kindle i just want like the white one it's like super small
i think it's like 80 something dollars like that's so cheap plus like i love having a book a physical
book i love it in my hand um very old school i'm just kidding technology has taken over but
sometimes like it is bulky and sometimes i do want to read in the car but like having this huge
hardcover book is like not comfy when you're in the car i'm gonna be honest i like to bring
like whatever i'm reading i like to bring it with me um so that's why i'm currently using a
bigger purse because of this book because i knew i needed to switch over my purses because i was
like this is the next book i'm gonna read yes i choose my purses based on what book i'm reading
if i had that kindle which is so cute it's so cute it's just like a cute little white moment
um like there's also a black option but i noticed that like white options for like
technology just seems more like clean and modern looking um so it just depends on how
you're feeling yeah i think that's probably my next purchase that i make for myself i'm trying
not to spend as much money as usual because i have like a lot of savings but you know what
i do not believe that people work just to pay bills so no um if you have the money treat
yourself i am going to end this video i hope that you guys enjoyed my first vlog back wow
um love that for me there's gonna be more hopefully not as like boring i want to get
you know in the vibe of filming again because it's been like two weeks um we're getting more closer
in real time so yeah anyways i hope that you guys did enjoy it and i'll see you guys in my next one
by the way i do have some things i need to talk to you guys about but we're going to save those for
some future vlogs it's kind of some serious stuff so yeah i'm just letting you guys know
guys i'm going to go cause i'm rambling and i'll see you guys in my next video
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can't breathe
just say it to my face